I beg your hate
Date: Tuesday 12 March 2013 ( 20:12 ) 0 comments

I beg your hate // Fushimi Saruhiko's Character Song
Performed by: Fushimi Saruhiko (Voice: Miyano Mamoru (宮野真守))
Lyrics: Kabei Yukako (壁井 ユカコ) / GoRa Yellow
Music & Arrangement: Hasegawa Tomoki (長谷川 智樹)
Kanji lyrics can be found here
Will also be typing them out, if anyone's too lazy to do selective copypasting from the source.

L to R futari de hitotsu zutsu mimi ni tsuketa
onaji seifuku nemutage na kao monoui kaiwa nosetehashiru bus

hidari ni iru noni R migi ni iru noni L
fushigi garu kimi no sukoshi no mijirogi de
earphone cord hippararete boku wa damatte kubi wo hidari ni katamuku
sore dake no koto ga hokorashikatta

sekaijuu no otona to kodomo no yuuutsu wo
iradatashisa wo fukigen wo hanmon wo juuatsu wo
surikireta koe de utatteiru uta
nani mono ka ni narette urusaku youkyuu suru
shakai kara nigedashita gatteiru
dakedo nigemichi wa L to R ga fusaideru
utaite no himei ga bokutachi wo
mitasu

L to R itsu kara chigau oto ga kikoeteta
hiza wo tataku yubisaki no rhythm kidzukeba sukoshi zutsu zureba jimeteta

kono album owaru made notteikou yotte
kimi ga itta kara naisho de repeat ni shita
demo gakkou mae no bus tei wasurete kimi wa sukuba sagete tachiagatta
earphone cord hippararete nuketa

bokutachi no naka no mijuku de ayafuya na
ikigurushisa wo fuyukai wo iwakan wo ken'en wo
kawari ni kotoba ni shitekureta uta
nani mono ka ni narette urusaku youkyuu suru
shakai kara nigedashitakatta nda
dakedo nigemichi wa L to R ni tojikomeru
bokutachi no himei wa bokutachi wo
kogasu

moshi kimi ga kono earphone wo amp ni kaete
minna de kono uta wo utaou to iu no nara
boku wa amp wo bukkowasu darou
I beg your hate

Kanji lyrics
LとR ふたりで一つずつ耳につけた
同じ制服 眠たげな顔 物憂い会話 乗せて走るバス

左にいるのにR 右にいるのにL
不思議がる君の すこしの身じろぎで
イヤフォンコード引っ張られて 僕は黙って首を左に傾ける
それだけのことが誇らしかった

世界中のおとのと子どもの憂鬱を
苛立たしさを 不機嫌を 煩悶を 重圧を
摩り切れた声で 歌っている歌
何者かになれって 煩く要求する社会から 逃げだしたがっている
だけど逃げ道は LとRが塞いでる
歌い手の悲鳴が僕たちを満たす

LとR いつから違う音が聴こえてた?
膝をたたく指先のリズム 気づけばすこしずつずればじめてた

このアルバム終わるまで 乗っていこうよって
君が言ったから 内緒でリピートにした
でも学校前のバス停 忘れて君は スクバ提げて立ちあがった
イヤフォンコード引っ張られて抜けた

僕たちの中の未熟であやふやな
息苦しさを 不愉快を 違和感を 倦厭を
かわりに言葉にしてくれた歌
何者かになれって 煩く要求する社会から 逃げだしたかったんだ
だけど逃げ道は LとRに閉じ込める
僕たちの悲鳴は僕たちを焦がす

もし君がこのイヤフォンをアンプに替えて
みんなでこの歌を歌おうと言うのなら
僕はアンプをぶっ壊すだろう
I beg your hate

-Video/Audio can be found on YT

Romanised by *LIY
Lol. I played this song on my iTunes, and after this song ended, kemu's Life Reset Button played... The synth sounds actually match each other lol. Okay random.
But anyway, this song is a total Sarumi song plx. Not that I ship Sarumi like that (I just want them to be friends again). But this song is actually really sad. And lonely. And then at the end it becomes warped. (Like how Fushimi became, omg brb crying)
Ahhhh Yata no baka! *wails* But Fushimi never told Misaki his feelings at all (like maybe he didn't want to join Homra but didn't tell Misaki that, or that he doesn't like it that Misaki is ignoring him/getting closer to everyone/fawning over Mikoto, and why he really wanted to leave, but in the end instead of seeking Misaki's love (which he thinks he will never get, since it's all to Homra and Mikoto) he looks for Misaki's hate instead. Omg. Why am I doing a character evaluation now. (I swear I can do a Lit essay on this, omg my priorities.) Oh wait my sentence structure totally got screwed up OTL. But anyway, Fushimi never told Misaki how he felt but sort-of expected Misaki to understand because they've been together for so long but it's not like Misaki can, you know? So somehow I think Fushimi is also at fault here, if you look at it objectively. (And I actually really understand this because I always expect my close friends to understand me well enough, but they don't. And then I get pissed off at them, and then later I'm like, what did I expect, if I don't say anything how are they gonna understand me. But then actually I don't want to say anything because I don't wanna get hated- omg. Please don't tell me Fushimi actually endured all that because he knows how important Homra is to Misaki and the bonds and all that and even though he really hates it he doesn't say anything because he doesn't want to get thrown away by Misaki?! D: But in the end his feelings become twisted and he ends up seeking Misaki's hate. And Misaki obviously hates him because he still cares for Fushimi, doesn't he?! I MEAN HE HASN'T EVEN DELETED SARU'S NUMBER FROM HIS PDA-WATCH! And you can't hate without having loved the person. Maybe that's what Fushimi wants to confirm. Which is why he gets super irritated when Misaki ignores him and actually goes on trying to provoke Misaki (ref Ep5, when they bump into each other at Ashinaka) Wow. Okay I should totally shut up.

OH AND side note: Lyrics from the source read "katamukeru" for the 5th line (earphone cord one) but Miyano Mamoru sings "katamuku" so I just left the romaji as "katamuku" but the Kanji is "katamukeru". And the line breaking for the romaji lyrics is different from the kanji.

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