The Heart / 心臓
Date: Wednesday, 24 April 2013 ( 00:57 ) 0 comments

The Heart / 心臓
Performed by: Tohma (トーマ)
Lyrics & Music (& guitar): Tohma (トーマ)
*mixer: 三橋真理 (Mitsuhashi Mari); bass: 小本克也(Omoto Katsuya); drums: 増井 雅 (Masui Masashi[I think it's Masashi, guessing from his twitter username orz])
This song is from Tohma's album "Heart of the Azalea" (アザレアの心臓)

yogoreta inochi wo yurushite hoshii
kami sama no ai kara hagarehajimete
konna kikai mitai na koe to kokoro ga
tooku ni iru anata ni todokimasu you ni

kanjou mo aijou mo minna kowareta
gake kara ochiru you na yoru ga atta koto
"anata wa dare yori tsuyoi kara" tte
"subete kaerareru" tte
sonna kiyasume wa mou, iranai nda

nando kizutsuke attemo
gushagusha ni nattemo
inochi wo suitori ikiteyuku
hanarete shimattemo
korosarete shimattemo
doko ka de iki wo shiteru kara ne

zutto mukashi no hanashi wo shiyou
zutto saki no mirai no hanashi wo shiyou
tatoe dare mo ga oboeteinakutemo
anata no kioku de boku wo kaeshite

nan oku mo nan chou mo hoshi ga ochitemo
ookina fune de suiheisen wo mezashisou
junsui de zankoku na ashita wo fusaide
ookina ayamachi wo tadasu you ni
wasurete shimaou

boku wa saigo no aizu ni kidzuite waratta
nandemo nai furi wo shite
kawaranai furi wo shite
kotoba wo tsumaraseta
kitto ikitekita koto mo nakushite shimatta
tatoeba kimi no koto, tatoeba boku no koto
modoru koto wa nai

nagusame attemo
boroboro ni nattemo
inochi wo suitori ikiteyuku
hanarete shimattemo
korosarete shimattemo
chikau yo

umarenakutemo, kono machi ga shizundemo
itsudemo kodou wa mimimoto de naiteta nda
shinzou ni ai wo sashite
sotto inaku naru yume wo misasete

KANJI
汚れた命を許してほしい
神様の愛から剥がれ始めて
こんな機械みたいな声と心が
遠くにいるあなたに届きますように

感情も愛情もみんな壊れた
崖から落ちるような夜があった事
「あなたは誰より強いから」って
「全て変えられる」って
そんな気休めはもう、いらないんだ

何度傷つけ合っても
ぐしゃぐしゃになっても
命を吸い取り生きてゆく
離れてしまっても
殺されてしまっても
どこかで息をしてるからね

ずっと昔からの話しをしよう
ずっと先の未来の話しをしよう
例え誰もが覚えていなくても
あなたの記憶で僕を返して

何億も何兆も星が落ちても
大きな船で水平線を目指そう
純粋で残酷な明日を塞いで
大きな過ちを正すように
忘れてしまおう

僕は最後の合図に気づいて笑った
何でもないふりをして
変わらないふりをして
言葉を詰まらせた
きっと生きてきたことも失くしてしまった
例えば君のこと、例えば僕のこと
戻ることはない

慰め合っても
ぼろぼろになっても
命を吸い取り生きてゆく
離れてしまっても
殺されてしまっても
誓うよ

産まれなくても、この街が沈んでも
いつでも鼓動は耳元で泣いてたんだ
心臓に愛をさして
そっといなくなる夢を見させて

-There is no video/audio uploaded online (officially) for this song.

Romanised by *LIY
So I decided to post the lyrics and the romanisation since I did them, and also because I like the lyrics alot! I think the lyrics are really touching(?) I don't know, but it can be linked to the story in "Orange", I think. But it's like an encouraging song??? Gosh I really have no idea, but I really liked the lyrics and song in general. The drums was great as well.

And one thing super cute about all these VocaloP, when they release CDs, in their special thanks section, they will thank the internet LOL so cute right. Last Note. did that, and Tohma too. I think mikitoP might have did it for one of his singles, but I haven't really read the credits for I Kissed Hatsune Miku.

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blackbox
Date: Friday, 12 April 2013 ( 01:59 ) 0 comments

blackbox
Performed by: Hatsune MIKU (Append Soft I think, but it's not stated anywhere)
Music & Lyrics: marasy (まらしぃ)
Kanji lyrics can be found on his blog

totsuzen tachidomaru
kocchi socchi acchi socchi docchi
"chikoku shiteshimau yo"

e ni kaita you na
hito no nami ni nomareteiku
muteikou

sagashi samayoi mayoikomu deguchi no nai meiro da
kyou mo dare ka no senaka no ato wo tsuiteiku dake

hachi juu hachi no oto no sekai
tatakaite kurikaeshi toikakeru sonata
suki to kirai ga majiriatta boku no sakebi wa
kimi ni wa todokanai ndarou ka

shiro to kuro no
hageshiku kanadeta unmei wa rit suru
boku to kimi to wa nido to majiwaranai nda
mata hako no naka tojikomoru

ano toki sou kimi wa
kitto zutto mattetan darou
"itsuka mata ne" to

daisuki datta
oto no nami ni nomareteiku
okashii na

kono hako no
neiro ni wa
boku ga ite
kimi ga ite

kidzuita yo
kono kimochi
sekai wa hirakareta

kasuka ni kikoeta hako no naka
arifureta kotae wa iranai
kanjita mama no sono kanshoku de
kimi ni tsutaetai

hachi juu hachi no oto no sekai
tatakaite kurikaeshi toikakeru sonata
suki mo kirai mo majiriatta boku no sakebi ga
kore ga boku no kanaderu oto da

shiro to kuro no
yasashiku kanadeta unmei wa tsudzuiteku
boku to kimi to wa oto de tsunagatteru nda
kono neiro yo towa ni hibike

-Original Video (from NicoNico Videos)


Marasy also has a YouTube account!


Romanised by *LIY
YAY :D I've been waiting for this song to be uploaded since I heard it on Marasy's V-BOX. I like Miku's tuning here =w= I really like Marasy's Vocaloid songs, especially cat's dance. Love Letter to the Girl of my Fantasy is also really great~ And the PV for that was by CHRIS.
This PV is really beautiful! I love the modelling~ especially the beginning when the piano was being put together.
Marasy also added some comments about what this song means in his blog.
I'll just roughly translate what he said on his blog about the song.
"blackbox" refers to the piano. And the song is about liking something but having occasions when you end up hating it.
Marasy loves the piano but because of practice, there has been periods when he hated it. Especially in his third year of high school.
[I totally understand. I really loved the piano when I was young, and could play melodies on the piano. To me, it was really fascinating that you can create music so simply(?), but I really hated practice, because there would be times when I can't get a certain part right, and everywhere else is okay, except that one part and I would get really frustrated. And also, I had a lot of other friends who played/learned the piano and were all exceptionally better than me, so I felt really -meh-]
His parents were pretty enthusiastic(?) about his learning the piano [I bet all the westerners are like "typical Asian parents" lol. But true…] and they were pretty Spartan, always telling him to practise.
After he started uploading on NicoNico and playing his favourite tunes, he began to recall the fun of playing the piano. He slightly felt like he had returned to the time when he first started the piano and was always excited.

Anyway, random useless information: I stopped playing when I was 12, and I'm pretty old [no not really old old but, for piano] now to be continuing piano studies, but yeaaaaah. Actually I don't have a piano at home because it got sold, which was why I stopped. I want to complete Grade 8. That was what I wanted to do since I started, so I will achieve it. (To be honest I want to do diploma, but um. I don't really need to do a diploma….I'm not that musically inclined. I just play the piano, unlike a lot others who play in a symphonic band (as a club activity) or practise more than one instrument. I had a friend who played the piano, violin and the trumpet (band). Actually, I knew quite a few people from my school days who played the piano + violin + one other instrument. Hmm.)

Oh, and I like the mix of the song (: It's by Katmax, and the mastering is by Tom Coyne.
And, "rit" is a musical term which means to slow down (just go google it /hit). And in the original lyrics for the "tataikaite kurikaeshi" part, "kurikaeshi" was actually written in musical notation in the PV. If you go watch the PV, "kurikaeshi" was replaced by the repeat sign. (so yes, kurikaeshi means repetition). Yep. Actually now I'm wondering, what are notes called in Japanese. :/ Like y'know, a crochet and a minim. Or a breve... Hmmm...

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Memory of the lost times / ロスタイムメモリー
Date: Saturday, 30 March 2013 ( 03:36 ) 0 comments

Memory of the lost times / ロスタイムメモリー (ROSUTAIMU MEMORII) [yes yes okay I like to make titles sound nice ok. Literal trans would be "Lost Time Memory" yes okay.]
Performed by: IA - ARIA ON THE PLANETES -
Lyrics & Music: Jin aka Shizen-no-Teki-P (自然の敵Pことじん)
- Guitar: Jin; Bass: Shirakami Mashiro (白神真志朗); Drums: Yuumao (ゆーまお)
PV: Shidu (しづ)
Tuning advice (Vocaloid tuning): Zukio (ずきお)
This song will be part of Jin's 2nd album for the Kagerou Project 「メカクシティレコーズ」 (Mekaku City Records / MEKAKUSHITI REKOOZU), on sale 29 May.
Jin's upload comment:
自然の敵Pことじんです。10作目になります。
繰り返す後悔の話。
「また今日も、君が好きだった」
-----(my translation)-----
Jin aka Shizen-no-Teki-P here. This will be the 10th piece of work (for Kagerou Project).
A story of repeating regrets.
"And again, today as well, I loved you"
--------(すみません)--------

Kanji lyrics at the bottom

LYRICS
suunen tattemo kage wa kienai
kanjou bakka* ga tsunotteiku
uzukumatte hitori egaiteita

enten chokka sakamichi no ue
nijinda bokura ga aruiteita
natsu no ondo ga me ni nokotteita

"kamawanai de yo"
"dokka* e itte kure"
kimi no te wo haratta
"ikanai yo" nante itte kimi wa boku no te wo tsukanda
"urusai na" boku wa chotto no saki wo furikaezu ni aruita
'hontou no kokoro wa'

"soumei" nanka ja mae wa mukenai
riyuu ga nai kara kusatteiku
makimodotte kurereba ii noni na
nannen tatte mo boku wa shinanai
kibouron bakka* wo tonaeteiru
touzen kyou mo kimi wa inai noni sa

"kamawanai, shine yo, shine yo" tte tekubi wo nigitte tada norotte
nani mo dekinaide tada nounou to jinsei wo musabotta
"natsu ga yume wo miseru no nara, kimi wo tsuresaru mae e" nante
terekakushi shita hibi ga kuuki wo terashite nouri wo kogashiteiku

juuhassai ni natta shounen mata dokka* de matteitan da
kageboushi nijimu sugata wo omoidashite
entenka ni sunda koutei waratteita kimi ga kyou mo
"asobou yo" tte itte yurayura yureta

"shinpai desu" to bukiyou na kao
rinjin nanka ni wa wakannai sa
kanashisou na furi wo shinaide kure
mourou kyou mo fushizen de iyou
kinou no pace wo mamotteiyou
kimi no ondo wo wasurenai you ni

kanawanai yume wo negau no nara isso kasureta kako wo daite
samenai yume wo miyou touzen no you ni tojikomotte
"sore jaa, asu mo mienai mama desu yo?" sore nara sore de ii sa
tsumaranai hibi wo korosu you ni te wo some 'hitori' wo erabu kara

juuhassai kusatta shounen mata kyou mo inottetan da
iromeita kimi no egao ni shigamitsuite
entenka ni "douka isso tsurete tte kure yo" nante
tsubuyaite iki wo shizuka ni tometa

(modoranai...ano hi ga...itakute...dare mo furenaide...)

"kikoeteimasu ka" to koe ga kieta
riyuu mo nanda ka wakatteita
natsu no ondo ni te wo nobashiteita

entenka negatta shounen "ano koro" ni tatteitan da
natsumeku kimi no egao wa kawaranakute
"shinjatta. gomen ne" nante " 'sayounara' shiyou ka" nante
sabishii koto iwanaide
ikanaide
kageboushi ga sonna boku wo mitsumeteitan da

Kanji (typed by myself - I think I just spent like 3 times the amount of time I usually spend on doing lyrics)
数年経っても影は消えない
感情ばかりが慕って行く
踞って一人描いていた

炎天直下坂道の上
滲んだ僕らが歩いていた
夏の温度が目に残っていた

「構わないでよ。」
「何処かへ行ってくれ」
君の手を払った
「行かないよ」なんて言って君は僕の手を掴んだ
「五月蝿いな」僕はちょっとの先を振り返ずに歩いた
『本当の心は?』

「聡明」なんかじゃ前は向けない
理由が無いから腐って行く
巻き戻ってくれれば良いのにな
何年経っても僕は死なない
希望論ばかりを唱えている
当然今日も君は居ないのにさ

「構わない、死ねよ、死ねよ」って手首を握って、ただ呪って
何も出来ないでただ、のうのうと人生を貪った
「夏が夢を見せるのなら、君を連れ去る前へ」なんて
照れ隠しした日々が空気を照らして脳裏を焦がしていく

18歳になった少年 また何処かで待っていたんだ
カゲボウシ 滲む 姿を 思い出して
炎天下に澄んだ校庭 笑っていた君が今日も
「遊ぼうよ」って言って ユラユラ 揺れた

「心配です」と不器用な顔
隣人なんかには解んないさ
悲しそうなフリをしないでくれ
朦朧、今日も不自然でいよう
昨日のペースを守っていよう
君の温度を忘れない様に

叶わない夢を願うのならいっそ 掠れた過去を抱いて
覚めない夢を見よう 当然の様に閉じ篭って
「それじゃあ、明日も見えないままですよ?」それならそれで良いさ
つまらない日々を 殺す様に手を染め、『一人』を選ぶから

18歳、腐った少年 また今日も祈ってたんだ
色めいた 君の笑顔に しがみついて
炎天下に「どうかいっそ連れてってくれよ」なんて
呟いて息を静かに止めた

(戻らない あの日が 痛くて 誰も触れないで)

「聞こえていますか」と声が消えた
理由もなんだか解っていた
夏の温度に手を伸ばしていた

炎天下、願った少年 「あの頃」に立っていたんだ
夏めく君の笑顔は 変わらなくて
「死んじゃった。ごめんね」なんて「『サヨウナラ』しようか」なんて
寂しいこと言わないで 往かないで
カゲボウシがそんな僕を見つめていたんだ

-Original Video (from NicoNico Videos)


Romanised by *LIY
And I also typed down the Kanji lyrics myself okay ;_;
* note: Like previously mentioned in Yobanashi Deceive, IA sings in slang, so for the lyrics "bakari", "doko ka", yes they are provided by Jin in the videos written as such but IA sings "bakka" and "dokka".

Anyway, this song is also known as "a story burned into the eyes". It's a super nice song, and when I saw it come out (at 1:30 in the morning, and it's 3:21 now, so I pretty much took one and a half hour to do up everything gosh. My eyes are tired and I am tired and I want to sleep but I must babble about the song and the lyrics and story in the song. /hit.
But I really like the arrangement of the song! It's different from Jin's other songs in the Kagerou Project and I really like it! The intro and bridge were really simple and then after the intro it's like boom the guitar (awesome, awesome guitar) comes in with the drums and bass and it's like Jin's style showing through and somehow it marks a transition kind of thing because the intro was about the past, and then after the music it's the present. I personally don't really enjoy IA being tuned so high, but that is a trademark of Jin. And at the verses, you can hear abit of the sounds from Souzou Forest and I really like it, and there's also hints of Children Record, and I really enjoy that.
And Jin's really awesome at the guitar. I also want to be that good ;_; Yamaha at Plaza Singapura is selling pretty mint electric guitars at 200+bucks. And pretty bass at around the same price (I'm nit picky and I prefer a bass with the pegs at one side because I think that's a trademark design of bass guitars but this one has its pegs on both sides so I was like... I don't really like that... but it's cheap - for Yamaha - and has a nice body. Argh.) But anyway this song is about Shintarou basically, (that's like the most important point and I left it out lol) and as stated in Jin's comments, it's about his regrets that he can't let go and he's like meh existing daily but not living and wants to be in the dream where the girl is still alive but ENE tells him that he won't be able to see tomorrow if he stays like that but he's doesn't care and chose to be alone. But anyway, he manages to let go at the end. And also in the video, Shintarou smiles and everyone was like "Shintarou smiled!!" "Shintarou's smiling face" and comments like that LOL.
But this is a really good song. I'm half-set on buying Mekaku City Records just because of this song. Srsly.
I bought the first novel but I'm not even a quarter done on it lol. I'm lazy like that lol plus it's kind of.... draggy? Jin adds way too much description in the novel lol. And he loves using weird obscure Kanji ==" And he loves using Kanji in general srsly.
Oh, and I was expecting to see covers being uploaded, but there's no karaoke for this song, so I guess rankings will be peaceful this time round lol. [update: yeah Jin uploaded the instru the next day. The instru sounds really pretty!]
And Shidu is getting so good at videos really. When I watched the PV I was blown away. It was really well done. (But the lyrics were so hard to read I had to pause at awkward moments to catch them @_@)
Okeh. I'm beat. It's 3:30. I have to sleep. Goodnight.

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Apathetic Coup D'etat / 無気力クーデター
Date: Wednesday, 20 March 2013 ( 00:35 ) 0 comments

Apathetic Coup D'etat / 無気力クーデター (MUKIRYOKU KUU DETAA) [Mukiryoku translates into "lassitude", which I think fits the song/Akama Yuuto's character better, but lassitude is a noun with no adjectival form... Well, I guess I can say Coup D'etat of Lassitude but. I think it's weird. Well whatever~ NND will translate the title, probably. /hit I don't know because I browse NND in Japanese.]
Performed by: GUMI Megpoid
Lyrics & Music: Last Note.
Kanji lyrics can be found on Last Note.'s PIAPRO
This song is part of the ミカグラ学園組 (Students of Mikagura Academy/MIKAGURA GAKUEN GUMI) song series by Last Note, and focuses on Drama Club member Akama Yuuto.
Last Note's comments:
『演劇部』赤間 遊兎
少年が赤間遊兎を演じ始めるに至る過去。
彼を慕う演劇部の仲間達。台本のない日常は、やがてその闇を照らし始めて────
-----------(my poor translation)------------
Drama Club: Akama Yuuto
The past of Akama Yuuto, which led him to begin acting.
The comrades of the drama club who love him dearly. The unscripted daily life will soon begin to shine light on that darkness-----
--------(こんな感じかな...すいません)------------

LYRICS

make it hirameki umeki hishimeki keiteki kettei kitte "itai gitai" tettei
mirai e go sign mirai eigou sa nanchatte uchatte tte itten toppa parade

easy kono kage no iji honoka ni noisy kono kanji tte shatei kennai nai night
motomerareru hitei sarenai kanpeki na kamen neri ageta hazu desho

naze nani mo kamo wo misukashite sa
issai gassai waratte nante yurushite kureru no

sousa hishimeki atta kanjou to mukiryoku ni saita coup d'etat (kuu detaa)
enjiru nda ketsuraku nante maru de nai mitai ni
miushinatteita kankaku no subete wo souzou shiyou
jibun sae damasu no sa warae warae

take it shiiteki tanteki byouteki katoki dokidoki tte ittai nanda "wasshoi"
kakikesareta kako wa risou de nutte tsubushite shimatta no desho desho

hora konna ni jouzu ni tokekonde
jissai mondai katatte datte hitsuyou to saretai

sousa engi kajou no izonshou mukiryoku ni naida coup d'etat
dare mo satte ikanai you ni tatakai tsudzukeyou
yogorekitteita kanshou wo fusaide ikite iku yo
jibun dake korosu no sa kore kara mo

Monday nante saitei datte shittete
sankai mawatte one de shippo futte nande
soko nukechatta youki ni hora mizu wo sosogi tsudzukeru nda
mitasarenai katsubou wo hisshin isshin furan gomakashite
itsu no hi ni ka honmono ni kawareru toka dokka shinjichatte

soppo wo mukarete tooku oiyarareru yori
kowai koto nante nai to mou wakatteiru kara

sousa hishimeki atta kanjou to mukiryoku ni saita coup d'etat
enjiru nda ketsuraku nante maru de nai mitai ni
miushinatteita kankaku no subete wo souzou shiyou
jibun sae damasu no sa yareru daro

engi kajou no izonshou mukiryoku ni naida coup d'etat
dare mo satte ikanai you ni tatakai tsudzukeyou
yogorekitteita kanshou wo fusaide ikite iku yo
jibun dake korosu no sa waraiyagare

-Original Video (from NicoNico Videos)


Romanised by *LIY

Welcome to another episode of "Liy's random babbles"~ /hit. I really like this style of Last Note.'s! I like his songs that have a distinct keyboard/piano in it =w= like Ren'ai Yuusha! And the song, although it's in a fast tempo, somehow I still get a feeling of sadness from the song! (Probably the key the song is in. I learnt that minor scale tends to sound more solemn and subdued, or sad) And 鳥肌やばーーーーーい the drums sound really solid in here. I like that kind of drum sound. And the bass is by my favourite IROJIROOOOO~ before I started following other ensousha(?) on NND I was watching Irojiro/Meriken's videos. I think his bass-playing is super zai.
But anyway, this song is really sad, which I'm sure you can tell if you watch the PV (comment-off recommended). I think Yuuto depends on acting to get by, and I think he's trying to be like his brother?? ahh I'm sorry it's like 12 midnight here and I planned to sleep early then I noticed that this song was uploaded so... and this song is really hard I don't know how to read 90% of the Kanji here. I mean, I can read them (in other forms) and know their meaning but... maybe it's just my brain not working. Anyway, I'll get around to understanding the song better like tomorrow or something.
Really excited for the rest of the songs in the series to be released!

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I beg your hate
Date: Tuesday, 12 March 2013 ( 20:12 ) 0 comments

I beg your hate // Fushimi Saruhiko's Character Song
Performed by: Fushimi Saruhiko (Voice: Miyano Mamoru (宮野真守))
Lyrics: Kabei Yukako (壁井 ユカコ) / GoRa Yellow
Music & Arrangement: Hasegawa Tomoki (長谷川 智樹)
Kanji lyrics can be found here
Will also be typing them out, if anyone's too lazy to do selective copypasting from the source.

L to R futari de hitotsu zutsu mimi ni tsuketa
onaji seifuku nemutage na kao monoui kaiwa nosetehashiru bus

hidari ni iru noni R migi ni iru noni L
fushigi garu kimi no sukoshi no mijirogi de
earphone cord hippararete boku wa damatte kubi wo hidari ni katamuku
sore dake no koto ga hokorashikatta

sekaijuu no otona to kodomo no yuuutsu wo
iradatashisa wo fukigen wo hanmon wo juuatsu wo
surikireta koe de utatteiru uta
nani mono ka ni narette urusaku youkyuu suru
shakai kara nigedashita gatteiru
dakedo nigemichi wa L to R ga fusaideru
utaite no himei ga bokutachi wo
mitasu

L to R itsu kara chigau oto ga kikoeteta
hiza wo tataku yubisaki no rhythm kidzukeba sukoshi zutsu zureba jimeteta

kono album owaru made notteikou yotte
kimi ga itta kara naisho de repeat ni shita
demo gakkou mae no bus tei wasurete kimi wa sukuba sagete tachiagatta
earphone cord hippararete nuketa

bokutachi no naka no mijuku de ayafuya na
ikigurushisa wo fuyukai wo iwakan wo ken'en wo
kawari ni kotoba ni shitekureta uta
nani mono ka ni narette urusaku youkyuu suru
shakai kara nigedashitakatta nda
dakedo nigemichi wa L to R ni tojikomeru
bokutachi no himei wa bokutachi wo
kogasu

moshi kimi ga kono earphone wo amp ni kaete
minna de kono uta wo utaou to iu no nara
boku wa amp wo bukkowasu darou
I beg your hate

Kanji lyrics
LとR ふたりで一つずつ耳につけた
同じ制服 眠たげな顔 物憂い会話 乗せて走るバス

左にいるのにR 右にいるのにL
不思議がる君の すこしの身じろぎで
イヤフォンコード引っ張られて 僕は黙って首を左に傾ける
それだけのことが誇らしかった

世界中のおとのと子どもの憂鬱を
苛立たしさを 不機嫌を 煩悶を 重圧を
摩り切れた声で 歌っている歌
何者かになれって 煩く要求する社会から 逃げだしたがっている
だけど逃げ道は LとRが塞いでる
歌い手の悲鳴が僕たちを満たす

LとR いつから違う音が聴こえてた?
膝をたたく指先のリズム 気づけばすこしずつずればじめてた

このアルバム終わるまで 乗っていこうよって
君が言ったから 内緒でリピートにした
でも学校前のバス停 忘れて君は スクバ提げて立ちあがった
イヤフォンコード引っ張られて抜けた

僕たちの中の未熟であやふやな
息苦しさを 不愉快を 違和感を 倦厭を
かわりに言葉にしてくれた歌
何者かになれって 煩く要求する社会から 逃げだしたかったんだ
だけど逃げ道は LとRに閉じ込める
僕たちの悲鳴は僕たちを焦がす

もし君がこのイヤフォンをアンプに替えて
みんなでこの歌を歌おうと言うのなら
僕はアンプをぶっ壊すだろう
I beg your hate

-Video/Audio can be found on YT

Romanised by *LIY
Lol. I played this song on my iTunes, and after this song ended, kemu's Life Reset Button played... The synth sounds actually match each other lol. Okay random.
But anyway, this song is a total Sarumi song plx. Not that I ship Sarumi like that (I just want them to be friends again). But this song is actually really sad. And lonely. And then at the end it becomes warped. (Like how Fushimi became, omg brb crying)
Ahhhh Yata no baka! *wails* But Fushimi never told Misaki his feelings at all (like maybe he didn't want to join Homra but didn't tell Misaki that, or that he doesn't like it that Misaki is ignoring him/getting closer to everyone/fawning over Mikoto, and why he really wanted to leave, but in the end instead of seeking Misaki's love (which he thinks he will never get, since it's all to Homra and Mikoto) he looks for Misaki's hate instead. Omg. Why am I doing a character evaluation now. (I swear I can do a Lit essay on this, omg my priorities.) Oh wait my sentence structure totally got screwed up OTL. But anyway, Fushimi never told Misaki how he felt but sort-of expected Misaki to understand because they've been together for so long but it's not like Misaki can, you know? So somehow I think Fushimi is also at fault here, if you look at it objectively. (And I actually really understand this because I always expect my close friends to understand me well enough, but they don't. And then I get pissed off at them, and then later I'm like, what did I expect, if I don't say anything how are they gonna understand me. But then actually I don't want to say anything because I don't wanna get hated- omg. Please don't tell me Fushimi actually endured all that because he knows how important Homra is to Misaki and the bonds and all that and even though he really hates it he doesn't say anything because he doesn't want to get thrown away by Misaki?! D: But in the end his feelings become twisted and he ends up seeking Misaki's hate. And Misaki obviously hates him because he still cares for Fushimi, doesn't he?! I MEAN HE HASN'T EVEN DELETED SARU'S NUMBER FROM HIS PDA-WATCH! And you can't hate without having loved the person. Maybe that's what Fushimi wants to confirm. Which is why he gets super irritated when Misaki ignores him and actually goes on trying to provoke Misaki (ref Ep5, when they bump into each other at Ashinaka) Wow. Okay I should totally shut up.

OH AND side note: Lyrics from the source read "katamukeru" for the 5th line (earphone cord one) but Miyano Mamoru sings "katamuku" so I just left the romaji as "katamuku" but the Kanji is "katamukeru". And the line breaking for the romaji lyrics is different from the kanji.

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